Posted by lifelover on June 4, 2011, at 15:48:43
Life is hard right now man. Real hard. Last year november on 2009, to late may of 2010 was the best period of my life thanks to Nardil. SA(social anxiety) was 80-100 percent gone depending on the day and how much I took. But then I was hospitalized and they took me off my nardil, and now Ive been suffering for a year. SA is back and its harder to deal with after having such a good period in my life prior to my hospitalization. Ecstacy has always been a temporary fix for me but gives me no long term benifit. Ive been contemplating doing it, something I wouldnt have ever done while on Nardil. Then I try to explain my problem to my parents and my doctor and it seems like they dont understand me or they just dont care. It hurts me real bad, but the truth of the matter is I need nardil to be myself. I need nardil to live a social life,make friends, and mantain relationships. I need nardil to be able to go out, work, and hold my own in the world. But they dont seem to understand that. On a positive note my pdoc said shes willing to perscribe the nardil again if I lose the weight Ive gained while on it, so I am hopeful but its easier said then done. Plus Ive ben smoking a lot of cigs which makes losing weight a lot harder. Guys im just venting cause my life just sucks right now. Im on lithium right now and im also hoping if anyone experiences or has heard of lithium potentiating the effects of nardil? I ask this because my pdoc is hesitant to put me on a theraputic dose of nardil because of my hospitalization, and Ive heard that lithium can potentiate nardil to being more effective. So I would assume this could also make it more effective at a lower dose?Please help guys, Im struggling right now and all Im looking for is some input and advice to pull me through.
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