Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 16, 2011, at 23:49:55
I am living in this nightmare with being at home with nothing working medication wise. I am so fed up with myself for rejecting these antidepressant that where designed to help. I just want to smack something, hook it up to ECT machines and shock every hateful thought I've ever had against myself. I'm just STUCK. NO JOB. I need some kind of assistance from someone and I don't know where to ask for it. And most of the people here don't know what to do. I have alot of self loathing traits resulting from my errors. Look at me. Posting on this website in deperate need for someone to rescue me. I just can't stand myself. The addiction that destroyed my life. But I can start a brand new life I just don't know what to do. Where do I go? most of these questions will never be awnsered and don't try to help because no one can help me at this point. I read these posts and i can't process them fast enough. I want out. I need to just get away but where do I get from this? I have no money. I don't want to waste your time. I just need someone to help me. if you can help me with just supporting me. I would really appricate that.
Matt
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:996977
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