Posted by b2chica on September 28, 2011, at 15:40:35
In reply to Re: how long...intrusive thoughts s*ck » b2chica, posted by floatingbridge on September 28, 2011, at 15:23:55
i called pdoc this morning and was able to get in next monday night.
if nothing else, to create a future meeting, sort of accountability mtg.today is weird because i feel so heavy and i assume tired, but i have anxiety which seems to make me feel paranoid and afraid. And of course my zero concentration level, adding to everything. so i sort of feel 'all' today. not sure how else to explain. is this the mixed thing. negative, but with little energy, then again with no physical energy? idk. now i cant remember if i took my 3:00 adderall. oh well. im pretty sure i did.
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i like how you phrased it. i agree. chemically whacked out, but i think its adding to my psychological stresses, which certainly does not help.taken a couple gabapentin today. i need to take another because my tummies doing flips, but i feel so 'glazed' over. i'm afraid i'll fall in my soup tonight.
just wanna go home and climb under covers and stare at a nice blank wall...
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