Posted by Phillipa on November 16, 2011, at 10:06:41
I've just gotten up and find my vision blurry to the point can hardly read the screen. This is basically making me frantic with worry. I'ver been emotionally traumatized daily for weeks as each day something is wrong. Thyroid off cortisol off medical tests, new pdoc don't like, supposed to go to Florida for a week and no sitter for cat no money and then pack and drive two pups. And stay at Daughter's who when there last started a horrible fight and had to leave next day. On top of that husband isn't supportive one minute nice and then screaming. He claims he can't afford to feed me that I should be paying for taxes and all this stuff. I get but $800 after paying insurances in SSRI so I pay for all things for me and dogs. He has me pay him back if I buy even a small item. He now wants to buy a Mercedes 20 years old been sitting in a garage no driver or battery and park it in our driveway and try to sell it and make money. Kind of last straw for my emotional health. As homeowners won't allow this and it's eating at me to the point I've said can I pay you to not cause more stress his answer is dont keep me from doing what I want. He said If I try to he will divorce me as he's young and I'm old and he has a life to live. The inside of this 5 year old home is strewn with stuff for sale and I'm not allowed to move a thing. Even bathtubs filled with stuff. I dont know what to do paralzed with fear. Today I woke and eyes so blurry can hardly see this screen. Not that you can do a thing and how could a med work being in chaos he claims I create. Thanks Phillipa
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