Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 5, 2011, at 20:54:03
Well, from where I am I can't change any medication because I can't get in to see the doctor and I am so sick of being locked up and not even letting myself call to see the doctor. I've tried it, my mother has some kind of guardianship over me and its sick and screwed as it can be. She cancels the appointments and then yells at me and takes the keys from car away. This is the sitiation im living in people. There's not much I can do expect sign myself into a ward. Don't get mad reading this. I've lived with this for years and im used to it. This is just the result of not doing anything. Misery..
The only solution to this is finding a job through DARS and getting employment and then getting the hell out of here. But I just don't know how I am going to get out of all this control sh*t that I have been living many years. I am not trying to call any kind of help because most of the help that try to get it doesnt help. Failed antidepressants. Yup my body just had to make my life a living hell by resisting all treatments that are not stimulants. Every alternative my body rejects or builds some kind of tolerance to medication to where it has no effect. I want to just scream in pillow. All the alternatives have failed. I am so mad with body for not cooperating with the alternatives that are left to treat the ADD. I just wished I could punch something that is responsible for all this.
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thread:1004269
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