Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 11, 2011, at 18:41:45
..im learning to deal with out drugs everyday. Alot of people don't know what horrid feelings im going through because I have to deal with everyday life with anything to help me feel better. All this sh*t I take is just Sh*t. My doctor ... is known to be really big you know what. The people that go to NA told me they have seen her and she was known for being a really hard person to work with. She likes to change meds from good to sh*t. I call her the misery doctor because she doesnt care if your miserable or depressed she only cares about her opinion of your condition. She treats me like a an addict and will not use anything that is helpful. Misery doctor. I called her that a couple sessions ago...i didnt insult her but I made a joke about it.
So I know that that I need to ditch her but I can't because my mother has some kind of guardingship over me. She cancels appointments made by me then takes my car keys away so I won't be able to go anywhere. I know I've already faught with her and all she say is if I don't shut up she'll get me arrested. It's a sh*tty situation. Im used to it, please have no pity for me because I know there's no use for telling anybody about it because it won't do anygood. I am going to have to make plans where I will just have to ditch everything I have and get a new life with living with a friend. I have this fear of my parents that I need to give up. They only control my life because I live with them. If I move out that will change things.
So what should I say to this misery doctor?? I've aleady told her I feel suicidal and she said that's my problem and to just go to hospital. She is a BIG BITCH. i'm sorry but she is.
What key words should I say?
poster:rjlockhart04-08
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