Posted by Lou PIlder on December 26, 2011, at 6:18:47
In reply to Lou's response-fluordrgz, posted by Lou PIlder on December 25, 2011, at 14:44:41
> > > > Hello all- thanks in advance for your help.
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> > > > Lets see if I can sum this up succintly:
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> > > > -had SAD since I was a kid (so reports my mom)
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> > > > -I was diagnosed with Depression when I was 18 (freshman year of college)- but I did not feel "sad". I was having trouble concentrating, remembering things (felt like a major IQ drop) and was craving milk at 1am. I went from winning an award for an oral presentation in my japanese 101 class first semester- to not being able to finish a sentence without an "um" second semester- and took a medical withdrawal. (I was at my "last choice school" and dealing with the shame of that....but I was eager to do well to transfer out.) I was told my issue was perfectionism. (I counter that I felt my brain stop working- of COURSE i got depressed?!)
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> > > > -I have since been in and out of college- part time and full time- not able to successfully finish a semester since (I withdraw before the end of the semester, or take incompletes and never complete them- though the grades on the work I did complete are As/Bs)- and I am now in my late 20s. What started out as depression turned into an anxiety disorder (panic before exams) to social anxiety disorder (didnt want to leave the house, felt like I was being judged by strangers) and borderline OCD (ruminations) all together. Currently socially isolated- reduces pressure of having to seem "normal". I used to be able to fake it- now I get asked if I am "lost" by strangers b/c I look confused/off kilter.
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> > > > -the week before my period- EVERYTHING gets worse.
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> > > > At my latest school, I have been told to take 1-2 semesters off before trying again (financial aid cut off) and I haven't yet told my parents- though I did tell them that I want to take off next semester b/c I am feeling really badly. On top of that- no school means no health insurance (am rectifiying that- wont kick in until feb 1)
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> > > > Med History- (im sorry, i dont remember doses, but I was on each med for at least 4 months)
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> > > > Zoloft- zombie
> > > > Effexor- felt a difference, but was always naseous
> > > > Buspar prn- worked to knock me out when anxiety had me not sleeping for days in a row
> > > > -Birth control patch (can't remember which one off hand) - increased depression
> > > > Paxil- felt nothing, gained 40 pounds
> > > > cymbalta- felt a difference, but did not work as well as pristiq- so I went back to pristiq afterward
> > > > -Pristiq 50mg- worked really well at first, not as well now but at least my moods are predictable on it.It does SOMETHING, just not enough- and when I tried upping the dose- I get queasy. (I also think i am too apathetic on it- something bad happens, i dont care much)
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> > > > current:
> > > > -Weaning off of pristiq in order to "reset" before seeing new doc
> > > > -Concerta 18mg daily- keeps me from being in bed all day and lifts my mood a bit- basically like having coffee (used to take it prn during school, almost daily now until i see new doc)
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> > > > I have found a cognitive-behavioral therapist that I like (I had seen him before, but switched to school in house staff) - but any ideas for meds to try to stabilize are most welcome. seems like the effexor/pristiq family have worked the best so far- just not "enough". I also have an appt at a local medical school mood disorder center for an evaluation in March (looong waiting list)
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> > > > If I had my IQ back I swear I wouldn't be anxious at all.....sigh. I was the typical "bookworm/straight arrow"- planned on medical school- no idea of my future now.
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> > > > grapes,
> > > You wrote,[...If i had my IQ back...].
> > > In looking at your history of taking mind-altering drugs, I see what could be causing you this situation. You see, the chemicals in the drugs that you list cause something to happen to your brain. And to other organs as well. You see, the chemicals in ttghe drugs doi something to your cells in your nerves and brain cells.
> > > A lot of these chemicals are used to kill rats and insects. And are used in poison gas as well to inflict mass-murder. And some of the chemicals make a human retarded so that they will be compliant to orders from authority figures. This can also mean that the person has {an IQ drop}.
> > > Now your prescriber of these chemicals has a standard to uphold which (redacted by respondent) as criminal action. But they are allowed to give you these drugs even though the standard is that {they should know}, even if they say that the {didn't know}.
> > > Now I have written here a small amount about these chemicals because Mr. Hsiung, the owner of this site, has made prohibitions to me that prevent me from posting here facts about these chemicals in relation to particular parts of the historical record. The chemical I would like for you to know about is {fluoride}. Fluoride is in a lot of the drugs that psychiatrists give. Fluoride was put in the water that the {redacted by respondent) camps. Now fluoride is in Paxil amoung other mind-altering drugs. Chemists knew of this from what was done in 1939-1945 and beyond.
> > > One of the chemicals that I havn't written about yet is phenethylamine. This chemical has been known for thousands of years and is used by chemists today (see operation paperclip, mind control, psychiatrists).
> > > So the chemist that mixes up the medicine uses building blocks to combine chemicals that have been known for thousands of years that are in plants and oil and such. They synthesize the chemical through different processes. If I worked for GSK, I could make up different mind-altering drugs and give them names.
> > > Now the overiding issue that I see here is what to do at this point to recover your IQ....more to come...
> > > Lou
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> > > > grapes,
> > There is a lot of truth concerning mind-altering drugs that Mr. Hsiung has made prohibitions to me that prevent me from posting information that could be supportive and educational to you that IMHO could save your life and/or prevent you from getting a life-ruining condition from the drugs given to you by psychiatrists and other doctors.
> > There is also the constant allowing of posts that contain statements that could arouse antisemitic feelings and you could see my requests to the administration that are outstanding for days, for weeks, for months, and for years on the administrtion board. As long as my requests remain outatanding, IMHO a Jew could be subject to antisemitic violence by the nature of that the statements that state that only(redacted by respondent) Jesus and the statement s that describe Jews in dehumanizing terms and the statements that advance {replacement theology} could give some the (false) idea that they are superior to Jews and then target a Jew for murder while in a drug-induced state of suicide or homocidal thinking.
> > Your drug list mentions Paxil that is a fluorinated drug. Fluoride is a very poisoous nuero-toxin used in rat poison.Fluoride can cause thyroid dissease and many people taking these type of drugs get thyroid disfunction and the consequesnces related to that. And fluoride can cause brain dysfunction so that thoss taking the drug become more easily controlled and their IQ declines and their pineal gland is harmed.
> > Here is a video that I am requesting that you view. The video shows how fluoride was used from 1933-1945. Now the effects were known then, and the effects are known now. Yet today, psychiatrists and other doctors give these fluorinated drugs to humans, and people like yourself want their IQ back.
> > I am not permitted to post what I think could save your life and get your IQ back here. What I could post here would come from a Jewish perspective as revealed to me ,which is prohibited by Mr. Hsiung to me to post here.
> > Lou
> > Here is the video.
> > To see this video;
> > A. pull up Google
> > B. Type in:
> > [Fluoride-The Eugenics plot Exposed (Part 1)]
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> > > > grape,
> Here is a list of psychotropic drugs that are fluoridated.
> A. Luvox
> B. Paxil
> C. Lexapro
> D. Prozac
> E. Celexa
> F. others
> Now those drugs could cause memory loss, which could then cause a lower IQ.
> Now in your quest to recover your IQ, would it be prudent to continue to take any of those drugs?
> But does this mean that the non-fluorinated psychotropic drugs will not cause your IQ to go down? I will show you the other chemicals in these drugs that could even be more (redacted by respondent) to your intellect. And they could cause brain damage that is not reversible.
> Lou
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> > > grapes,
I am requesting that you view the following video. To see this:
A. pull up Google
B. Type in:
[Prozac is fluoride, favorite drug]
usually first... posted on Nov 28 20011.... 1 min
Lou
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