Posted by iforgotmypassword on January 12, 2012, at 11:53:52
I need help here. I NEED TO AUGMENT, REPLACE OR REVERSE MY TOLERANCE TO LORAZEPAM. The amount I now need to unlock and quasi-participate for simple living tasks is NOT OKAY. I do not use lorazepam for the typical reasons. I use it to be able to push thought, action, move and make my movements less awkward, including my voice. it is required for anything not just freakouts. I literally cannot account for myself without it, I don't know how to tell you where I am. My living space is probably worth its own case study, and I don't want to describe far beyond that.
What can I augment with? I sometimes use amantadine which does help with the physical wierd feelings of how hard it is do things, but I am also more likely to just sit, and sometimes it can be unpredicatble. Like benztropine (Cogentin) it can soften me, but it doesn't help me functionally; one gives me blurry vision, both make me a bit silly, and not any worthwhile form of silly.
So far i have only experienced gabapentin like a kick to the head, included a recent high dose experiment; i don't think it is anywhere near the mechanisms that help me.
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