Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 16, 2012, at 18:51:03
In reply to Re: Soltice Phillipa and anyone else please read » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Phillipa on January 16, 2012, at 18:09:33
Hey Phillipa, im glad you responded.
This all was a test I took, I did various tests that measured IQ and had to make puzzles put together. Through all of it I got lower average than the population. I don't know why I did so horrible, I don't like tests that are in standerdised format. The spirit thing is not serious but I told the psychologist about and she took it was a symptom of Schizophenia and diagnosed me with it. I don't hear see touch anything thats not there, i don't hear voices either. It was faulty and really those tests are not that accurate they just use them to serperate people out from eachother. It was a 360 question test. They asked questions like do you feel like getting up in the morning? I rerember directly it asked if I had any thougths of things that are not there and I awsnered "no".
The spirit thing...like I write to God alot but I started to get inrested in the spiritual side and learning that there's more behind events happening than you would normally think. I've read about the devil and how to contact him for my personal reasons. I thoght I had fallen short of the grace of God and he had nothing more to do with me. Still after I read about all this I just felt like there where spirits that where making me miserable. It just another way to think of why I was so miserable and sad. It's alot of nonsense and it sounds very much like b*llsh*t. But I had my reasons.
The stimulants, well I am on Nuvigel 150mg and I kinda see a diffrence because im more "awake" but its not like the classic amphtamine-methyphendiate stimulant. It doesnt increae psychomotor speed or relase dopamine to the point of how amphetamines do. I don't feel any more confident, when I took amphetamines I felt alot more in control of things but of course thats only a perception. I still do wish I could have back what I used to have, but Im going to have to wait for it and work with my doctor before true stimulants are ever considered. I already know if my mother goes the session she would not let me have it no matter what the doctor says. I've got to get out on my own to do this. Just wish me luck. I need alot of resources to help me.
Matt
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