Posted by Christ_empowered on January 17, 2012, at 21:02:14
In reply to Re: I feel so...nervous, posted by Phillipa on January 17, 2012, at 9:14:49
hey everyone. I feel better today. I even went grocery shopping. I was nervous and awkwared, as usual, but it didn't phase me: I got in, got what the food I needed, and got out. That was my big accomplishment of the day.
I probably should have stuck with the Lamictal. I just don't know what to do. I don't feel like I'm descending into the pit of paranoid sadness (at least, I don't feel that way RIGHT NOW), but I don't feel terribly calm and socially competent, either. Then again...there isn't any magical social skills pill I can take. So I don't know.
In other news, I'm having odd fits of anger relating to my mistreatment at the hands of past psychiatrists and counselors. Not much I can do about it. I already went to the Medical Board against one shrink and tried to lodge a HIPPA complaint against another. Maybe dead roses would do the trick? LOL. Seriously though--one of my friends has suggested that I write a book about my madness, and I've started. I've got a bit less than 10 pages so far, and its not terribly well-written, but its something...
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