Posted by b2chica on February 2, 2012, at 11:30:39
today i woke up feeling great.
anxiety kicked in a little early today about 8:00 but i felt good. little low but NOTHING like even a few days ago. WTF?
am i a freak?
i'm starting to feel a little down now but i just got some discouraging news so i'm accounting it to situational.my anxiety is uncontrollable today but mood is better.
i've taken 600mg gabapentin and 1mg xanax and still anxiety is high, about a 6 on scale of 10.is this actually a bipolar reaction, is this in fact the way aggitated depression works?
sometimes i honestly feel like im so screwed up that i'm bringing this on myself.i have appt with pdoc tomorrow.
i guess if nothing else i can ask him about anxiety.i'm starting to get a little nauseous so i'm going to take another gaba but its only 11:30 now.
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any advice.
is this just a roller coaster ride some type of faster cycling.
some slump/breakthrough in my aggitated depression
some anxiety driven physiological response?and if so. where do i go from here.
do i still try a new AD?
do i work on getting better sleep?
do i work on controlling anxiety better during the day?i'm a freak.
i'm a useless, pain ridden freak.
b2c (aka masochistic freak)
poster:b2chica
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