Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on April 13, 2012, at 21:42:27
Well, finally now my thought process is back to normal. I feel back to my boring self, and I am not thinking about the wierd things that I was explaining. In a way I do want to expierience it again and expand my mind, but all these delusions that I was making contact to the spiritual world. Lucifer showing up in my thought patterns and expressing pity and told me would give me intelligence and that I should become a scholar. You know, now its all gone and im back to the normal human state of only seeing this earthly world, and I seriously doubt now this whole expierience because I know that there are people who live in delusions of thought, all this sh*t of spiritual expierince seriously I belive is psychological trip of imagination that can be vary focused to decieving individuels. But for a period of time, my mind would pick up thoughts of random music like someone wispered it and then I typed it into Itunes and it was goth, and vary wierd music. Anyways I am sick of discussing this now because this will be nothing but a faded memory. But I do have one question, ill be sitting in a room and the middle of my forehead will begin to vibrate, and I did some reasearch on this and its called the Pineal gland and in religion it is known as the third eye. Lately there has been this pressure where it feels like its vibrating. Hard to explain.
Anyways my meds are coming along but I have to got to change some of them and get off the Zyprexa. I have been in such despair because I am in idleness, and I feel the only way I am going to get out there is if I have help from spritual forces to empower me to do things I cannot do. Wierd.
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