Posted by B2chica on June 15, 2012, at 12:34:43
In reply to Re: Akathisia » B2chica, posted by SLS on June 15, 2012, at 12:20:34
cant stop moving. lower half of body. need to have knee bouncing just to sit still. i've gone on three walks outside work today.
last night i get it in my head. where i have to move my head left to right cuz i feel thjis weird sensation in my head and the only thing that helps it is doing that...i know its weird but it helps. also if i listen to radiohead's spinning plates it helps...i think because the music is dense and goes left to right a lot.so my eyes and head follow.
i know again weird.at least i'm just saying its akathisia cuz i've described it as restless leg syndrom in my head. and today my irritability is VERY high. my anxiety is high. im at 1200 mg of gabapentin and its reigning it in but still there in stomach. and throughout under my skin. into my arms and finger.
now my mood sucks, im guessing because of the gabapentin...or maybe not.. who f-ing knows with me. my mood is down but its more irritable like i want to slam my car into a wall. stuff.i need to leave work now.
b2"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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