Posted by b2chica on July 16, 2012, at 12:36:47
In reply to sick and sicker, posted by b2chica on July 11, 2012, at 15:26:13
my pdoc said i was lucky i threw up so much that night. it could have otherwise ended with much more serious consequences considering what meds i was gobbling up and mixing with alcohol, and considering my already disoriented state...
so it seems i was trying harder than i thought.
sat night was VERY tough for me, i talked with a friend for an hour and he had to "talk me down" out of a state of suicidal intention.
it helped. i think the xanax makes this state worse for me so i am backing off my amount.also he's upped pristiq to 100 to try out. it hadn't worked before but that was different pdoc.
so we'll try this for a couple weeks.b2c
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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