Posted by b2chica on October 3, 2012, at 14:07:28
In reply to Re: PS. what should i do? » b2chica, posted by phidippus on October 3, 2012, at 13:33:34
i dont really know what happens chemically. i've always thought (somehow) zyprexa increases my dopmanine (i know its labeled antagonist) but maybe it allows for more inthe syntaptic cleft? thus getting me out of stupor. Zyprexa for almost 10 years has been my 'go to' drug when things got too tough for me and ALWAYS worked within 24/48 hours. ReALLY fast.
anyway i wasn't suicidal last night but my thoughts were of death in general. and i was so immobilized that i couldnt have acted if i wanted to.
no pdoc never mentioned CLozapine with me.
am currently on
Pristiq 100mg (am)
Adderall (20mg am, 10mg noon and 4pm-ish)
gabapentin (rx'd for 5xday, but then i was supposed to stop, and then he said no, dont stop...im a little confused so i'm using minimal. about 3x day.)
perphenazine added 2mg 2:00 (oops gotta take now) and 6mg pm. yesterday i took one extra. got urge to eat my pills (again not really suicidal just thoughts of death)
i'm fine now.
then xanax up to 2mg PRN, normally take 1mg in evening.
oh and zyprexa last night i started 10mg."What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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