Posted by rjlockhart37 on October 5, 2012, at 23:27:41
i don't get like this but after thinking of all the blocks in my life...i'm not doing for any kind of sympathy but in my bed when I sleep...in my dreams I wake up and filled with heartache and let the tears run under the covers...don't feel sorry me...because the nightmare I let myself in...for not doing anything....and staying like a lowlife who stays at home because i screw up anytime I have a job, or when I try to get on my own, it just collapses...it fills me with ... well anyway, there's nothing that can be done by posting here...the only thing it can is other people reading it...nothing to change it, and I should have the courage to find the solution to all this. I'm passive...i procratinate...its great to not do things on my own...and that's exacly what the whole problem is but people don't understand that my abilites are limited, the chemicals in my body are off.....i don't want to talk this anymore.
There's a simple solution to this...yet I do things that are not simple or logical...
not feeling in the best of hopes...
rjnot a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 300mg
Fanapt 16mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightenment
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1027815
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