Posted by Phillipa on November 29, 2012, at 9:24:25
Back to fears. At night I feel like I can do things like go to florida at Christmas to stay With Daughter & Granddaughter & then wake up and know it's ridiculous and not realistic to go. Bring two dogs, leave a cat home alone, completly change our sleep routines and daily routines for a week. And go from our quiet home to a toddler who is undisciplined. And then know that oldest doesn't want me there, even in same state why don't know, then know that it will be on the go all the time trying to keep up with those that are my kids but so much younger. I don't know what to do I said yes we would go and now I don't see how it's possible. Shouldn't I be able to make a decision and stick with it? Fears of not sleeping, being confined without bike to ride with a toddler, and multiple responsibilities, not eating same foods, no my space. What is wrong with me? Shouldn't I want to be with my Granddaughter am I horrible or what? Phillipa
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