Posted by SLS on January 2, 2013, at 0:28:58
In reply to Re: self hate - The power of ideas. » SLS, posted by rjlockhart37 on January 1, 2013, at 19:01:26
> hello scott...
>
> i can be intelligent sometimes and incredibly stupid other times....Me, too. I haven't found a drug that can prevent this, though.
:-)
> i just know there's something not working right
Absolutely true.
> and its not hypocondriaisn,
I agree.
> its simply know theres a problem but don't know the source of it.
Well, just slow down and know that it might be an arduous process to find a competent doctor and go through a series of drug trials before you find an effective treatment. You are young, though. It is worth the investment in time to do this thing the right way.
> And people say everythings is normal
Who says this?
> ...every danmed doctor tells me to stop worrying
I think your coming up with your own biological theories, including your the idea that there is a problem with drug absorption, causes doctors to believe that you ruminate over problems that don't really exist.
> and then all this sh*t happens and effects my daily life. How can not think about it, ignore it and let it get worse....mmmhmmm
It is normal to be extremely focused on finding an answer to your illness. Others might mistake this for obsession. And so what if it is an obsession? You can't help but to want to feel better and move forward in life. If no one else is helping you, then you need to find ways to help yourself, right? However, at this point, I would look for an expert in ADHD and mood illness.
I don't know what's getting in your way. However, I am 99% sure that someone does.
- Scott
Some see things as they are and ask why.
I dream of things that never were and ask why not.- George Bernard Shaw
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