Posted by ChicagoKat on January 6, 2013, at 11:47:23
Hello my fellow babblers....I am hoping everyone is doing at least a little better.
I know I should probably post this on a different forum, but they seem to have so little activity I'm gonna go ahead and ask my question here.
Why is it that loved ones not only don't understand the incredible pain of depression but also get tired of hearing about it? My Stepmother has always been one of my biggest supporters, but I just got off the phone with her and it sounded like she just doesn't give a damn about it anymore. She also didn't seem to care that I almost died when I had Rhabdomyolysis. My heart is broken. I need support now more than I ever have.
I guess I just need to be thankful that there are all of you who understand, and that I have friends who suffer from mental illness too and who understand. I think I need to rely solely on people who actually have mental illness for support. It's so sad to me though that my support system is falling apart.
My God, I hate this disease. It just gets harder and harder to hang on.
Thanks for 'listening'
Devastated KatIve got a really bad disease
Its got me begging on my hands and knees
So take me to emergency
Cause somethin seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
Its like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
poster:ChicagoKat
thread:1034805
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