Posted by ChicagoKat on January 23, 2013, at 9:34:58
I got sick of hearing her tell me what I should be doing to feel better. Telling me to do things I absolutely have no capability of doing. Yesterday it was 'change the channel in my brain' Huh? I felt like screaming, 'you try f*ck*ng doing that after a childhood from hell during which you learned no positive life skills, annd while you are on a Ritalin holiday!' She gets like my Mom sometimes, and that just drives me CRAZY b/c my mom is the main reason I'm so screwed up. No therapist in the world can fix me, I'm just too f*ck*d up. All I want is my Ritalin, and to stop paying good money to be treated the way I was when I was a kid. I talked to my brother yesterday, who went through that hell of a childhood with me, and it occurred to me that he is literally the only person in this world who really understands me. And that he is a FAR better therapist for me than any other I've ever had.
KatIve got a really bad disease
Its got me begging on my hands and knees
So take me to emergency
Cause somethin seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
Its like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
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