Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 26, 2013, at 19:54:56
well....i posted aboutt yesturday....i've had alcohol in my again, its like the only way to feel calm is to have a couple beers, or shots of tequila or vodka......i don't have an alcohol problem at all, in 2008 i did drink everyday heavily after vyvanse wore off....to flood the system with alcohol during the horrible depression rebound period of amphetamine wearing off...i would get so drunk i couldnt feel anything....and it would wear off in couple hurs...and i felt fine....
but the reason im posting this is not to say im just experimenting with alochol....my meds...the only med that works is zypreza because i put it under my tongue....of course you can spell nasty...but seriously i'm drinking right now because of no effect from the medication...to soothe out the anxiety and depression...and bad moods with irrtibility.....
just i know that alcohol runs in my family...but peronally to tell you....alcohol is not my thing...amphetamines and stimulants because i always want to feel alert and in control....and thats why this long period of not being on any psychostimulant has lead to this retartation of emotions and motivation...but i also know this is an addict mentality...and yes i know i have a problem....it may not be as bad right now...but just the fact that im drinking alot to make these bad unpleasant emotions go away...that spells drug problem.
So.....i know about Camperol or something...i've been in rehabs and people used to talk about that who had a alcohol problem...but withdrawl doesnt btoher me...i've been through hell withdrawling from medication and no one treating it with medical treatments because of substance abuse on my record...really any kinda of substance abuse...they don't use certain medication leaving you really in bad a shape.....
basically the feel like s h i t club....
wanting to have relationships to comfort this unstable mood....being in someones arms saying its ok....but its fantasy....the only way to get it is to work with relationship issues....having someone to tell everything, and feeling loved at the same time...
anyone have the similar situation?
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
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