Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 3, 2013, at 22:08:58
hey hey im back, well right now im not doing much, stayed at home today unproductive, worry about my health conditions, feel trapped, and doom/gloom thinking. You know, I know im really silly when I talk about spirits, but its like this house or something has a spirit of heaviness....its always pulling me down making me think there's no hope, the only hope is to worry. I emailed someone whos envolved with spirit stuff, and she gave me copy of her book about demonology and how they desquise themselves into regular things that appear normal. Still....im just radicially posting about this stuff....im getting more sick from worrying and trying to figure out things that don't make sense, tryin to make sense out of something that doesn't make sense...that's it.
so....this forum is basically the only place I can let my emotions/thinking/feelings out. And now im on watch that I don't post crazy repulsive stuff....people have read my messages that are my friends by googling me and it comes up in a 2005 post. Well, all my life right now is worry, nothing productive right now, staying at home tryin to figure out stuff...insanity.
I sure hope I find what im looking for and learn to make large income of money....but that's not even possible right now in the conditions here.
oh well.....:( but thanks for reading
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1041649
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