hello babble, it's rj, its been a hard ride the past week, not as bad as before, but i am in the phase of getting full of hope and losing it like draining a bucket of water....
the medication im taking right now does not work, it only has a slight effect or to none, and i really think there's something wrong with the absorbation receptors in the Digestive tract, or something is not binding in the body to make it work, the zyprexa has slight effect.....i put under my tongue....its nasty....
i want this this all go back to normal, but i feel pretty down.....
never give up, successful people do not give up, so if you have, get out of it....thats what's trying to change in my own mind right now to get out of this horrible depression i've been in for 4 years.....the depths, the abyss, its the most miserable, non life feeling there is.....
fight for happiness
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