i've been browsing through diffrent websites for bipolar management, and it came across someone who is bipolar is taking 75mgs of dexedrine spanules....everytime i think about stimulants it makes me a bad mood....the only stimulant i take is the Nuvigil, but seriously....right now i feel so....doped, zoned out, boring mood, too much stabilized, blunts my thinking....
ughhh....the only way i can solve this problem is to go to a differnt doctor...the meds im on right now...there ok, but not the essential that i need, let me explain, 2009 i was discharaged from my doctor....he believed i was abusing meds, which was dexedrine....and after that it became a hard hard time....still today i havent recovered and have been in this hibrination state for 5 years now, hibrination....sleep stage, low energy, passive, not motivated, zoned out on cloud 9....then was thrown on a bunch of meds that make cloud 9 become cloud 29....space cadet
so if im going to get away from this, i have to plan, 1 a job, full time, steady income and with benefits...after i have a income thats when things will change...but still until then i can't do anything.....i have to stay in this stage im in, too much stablized, boring moods, and like i said its probably the 2 drugs that are for mood stablization
so....until then.....its a space cadet assignment for me
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