Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 27, 2014, at 22:32:54
In reply to Re: remission dark depression, posted by bleauberry on February 24, 2014, at 15:10:46
that is most best guitar composition i have heard in a while, your playing free from heart....it's not programmed, or repetative, wow....that is an amazing story...i had no idea you where a guitarist....
jesus works diffrent for all of us, and im glad to know that you have had his path for your life....how you got to the doctors, and everything played out and worked out, it's by faith and trusting him....many of my church friends, go to the lake and play guitars at night, usally groups....it's vary nice to feel the goodness of the holy spirit inside, because of the joy and stability it gives.....
i've been saved 3 times, one when i was 4, and said for the holy spirit to come in me, 2nd when i was 16 and was seeking a greater power, and again when i was 21....my story is basically chaos, i still today seek and do not find, but the fact that i know there's something that will get me to God, no matter how many times i mess up and believe wrong, i'll make it because my heart is truely trying to find christ....there have been heart breaking times when i had faith, and had a feeling of stability about something and i trusted in god all the way, and it ended up horrible, i hated him and started reading on black magick and lucifer, he broke my heart with all the faith i put into to him, it was a false light.....still today, i have to forget it and continue to go....as much as i could say out loud to him all the mean and evil things back to him after letting my dreams shatter, and say blasphemy against him for letting all this trust i had with him fall....i choose to keep going.....
faith is tricky to me, others it's as simple as pie, in my case it's the only thing i have....to lean on, that or go to wiccans and other left hand paths....but i know that all goodness comes from jesus, and the other side is the opposite
thank you for sharing your story.....
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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