Posted by Jeroen on August 21, 2014, at 11:59:11
Like all stories it started long time ago (16 years)
I was a normal student in school having good grades, but then the psy problems begin, depression, psychosis, negative emotions, i never hallucinated or hearing voices, well if the words, *ssh*l*, loser, etc you know it well, its some form of hallucination at that time, i felt really bad, then 2 years later i got help from a psychiatrist, and he gave me risperidone, but he preferred looking at the 50 euro bill i gave him to pay, and he telling me life is short and that i'm handicapped and i need to listen to classic music.
Then years passed witouth meds except for lysaxia a benzo that .. you know it's not helping as its supposed to, it made periods somethimes worse at that time i had still depression and psychosis paranoid type.
then in 2001 i got first hospitalized in Kortenberg psychiatry in Belgium, i didnt want to take zyprexa at first because i heared it would make me fat, but what i didnt knew at that time is that it didnt work at all as all the others and clozapine too, then in 2004 after in and off out of psychiatry. Ed_UK from this board said i should take Seroquel for my TD, but it did wonders, it temporary cured myself for 2 months then poop out, and it was a very low dose less then 100mg once daily, at that time there was no XR...
but now we're 10 years into the future and didnt got relief from anything except minocycline 50 mg twice daily, i am going to ask my pdoc in the hospital where i am currently at to prescribe it for me
i will have to ditch hhe Ativan, because it causes seizures in combination with the minocycline, it happened twice when i took an extra, so no more Ativan i'm affraid
My concentration is Zero right now when typing this, i feel i need to lay down and rest a bit, Thanks for reading
Oh yes, also my first episode psychosis happened in school and i had no history of bullies, they all really started to bully me to the extreme because of the illness.. i find it very strange!!! anyone can comment on that????i'm sad : ( i will have to rest now sorry
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