Posted by Joe Rogan on October 19, 2014, at 18:57:29
In reply to Re: PLEASE HELP: Is there some kind of dopamine issue? » Joe Rogan, posted by SLS on October 19, 2014, at 18:07:54
Only smoking a cigarette gives me the go-pep. Never do I feel alive if I smoke say, one cigarette in a 2 week period. I usually puff the vapor pen.. I hate cigarettes they're disgusting but the instant effect of clarity, concentration, and motivation that it gives me can't be reproduce. Adderall pre-tolerance gives me social abilities and allows me to be intimate with women again. However, both nicotine and Adderall build a tolerance quickly so these pre-tolerance effects are short lived. Do I get pleasure? No. I stopped jerking it 3 days ago. It no longer pleases my brain. Now I have a donut/coffee/soda eating and drinking problem. I keep eating glazed twists at the local donut shop.
I have intense problems focusing on schoolwork or doing my computer programming work without the speed. My cognitive process also does not work properly, I constantly misspell words and am generally neglectful before I press the enter key. Sometimes I forget things, my mind while my mind is constantly ruminating. It is totally reckless and impulsive at times. is this typical of schizoaffective? I don't hear voices but music is always playing in my head - plus my jaw moves to thoughts. I get intense states of rumination in my mind.
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