Posted by b2chica on December 18, 2014, at 22:45:12
In reply to Re: tamoxifin, posted by b2chica on December 18, 2014, at 22:32:32
i have no money, i have two little children and its christmas time, but i would give anything if i could just go into the hospital for a while.
i am MISERABLE! and beyond. my head ifeels dead.
i have restless leg syndrome in my whole body and especially in my brain. my head. like i have little ants crawling inside.at times i feel that my eyes cant stay open, but as soon as i try to fall asleep my brain, well, its like it gets angry and forces me to wake up. like it wont LET me sleep.
its been usually about 2 or 2:30 when i get to sleep, and then i have to wake up at 6:30 for work.
for the last three months i've been averaging this. i had a few bouts in end of sepetember, then a couple october but mostly now...
its been going on for months. every once and a while i have been able to take a nap on the weekend, but sometimes even then i cant. ...i cried to my T today, i know thats why i'm getting visions back. visions of death and a horrid and visceral feeling with that death.
anyway, i better stop.
thanks you
please help if you can.
-b2"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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