Posted by B2chica on January 22, 2015, at 22:38:24
In reply to Re: zyprexa clone? » b2chica, posted by Zyprexa on January 21, 2015, at 14:32:17
the problem is the doc doesnt know me that well.. and right now i guess she is having some medical problems so she has not been that available, however she knows my T very well, as they used to be in the same building/floor. anyway, i wanted them to talk as my T knows me quite well and all the past issues with meds and such.
today i saw her and was fine till the end of the session and started to break down.. i feel like im SCREAMING for help and everyone is dragging their feet.. it makes me feel like maybe this is it, this is how it is going to happen. when things arent going well, maybe thats not the way so
i dont know, anyway.
my pdoc called tonight (Im STILL waiting for HELP) and she said that she needed to connect with T but would do it in the morning. agggghhhhhh!!!!!
im DYING HERE!!! i want to scream at them.
i want to leave the house SOOOO badly.
i want to slice my wrist almost off so that it flows crimson until there is no more,
i want to jump from the highest building
i want to die by copi HATE THIS!!!!! he told me that if i go to a tall tower/bridge, that if i didnt try to jump that he would push me!!
omg, i need to stop this, i need to get out!
i will try to chat later.
sorry.
b2"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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