Posted by rjlockhart37 on March 17, 2015, at 22:49:40
i know i've written posts about being on heavy duty stablizers, but this is how it is, quick story again, i was taken off dextroamphetamine because i was taking more of it, someone i know that lives with me said i can't take it if i live here....and it's been this way for a long time, but see the thing it's been a hard jump to try to move into new relms, the world, and after a while i was diagnosed with aspergers, that social autism, i don't have aspergers, later on i was diagnosed with the affective disorers, some forms of paranoia, resulting after dextroamphetamine was discontinued .. my mental health deteriated, so....boo hoo, it is what it is, so now, im on lamotragine and olanzipine, first the olanpizine was given to me for paranoia, and the lamictal was given for depression with mood swings, and from this point on im basically operating on mood stablizers, and in a way it is treating new conditions that came, paranoia and fear with depression, but before all im saying i know, i have add, but my doctors and a person that lives with me will not let me take stimulants, and this person that i live with i'm still living on dependent thing and it's been such a dread to think about whats going on right now,.....but out of all this crazy depressing situation
lamictal when it does have effect, it makes me really smoothed out, it does slow down hyperactive thoughts.....with the zyprexa....it's kinda....day dream land....my thoughts are slowery from the hyperactivity, but the doctor that i previously saw said my hyperactity was from mania, and put me on zyprexa and geodon at high doses, it shut up my thoughts, but i was.....i was spacey, i could think and everything, but it wiped out so much of my real personality, i just functioned like a checmical controlled behavior, not a ritilin type either, heavy antipsychotics
so....all i can say if this combo was every used for a adhd treatment, it does slow thoughts down, but it can impair some cognitve thinking.....the spacey dacey thing.....
still having depression, constanly feeling dread over something life in only existing, force has to be used somehow
thanks for reading
r
not a genius but understand pain
"unheard pain is told through good company
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