Posted by Zyprexa on February 23, 2016, at 4:32:26
In reply to Is it really a case of mind over matter?, posted by Meltingpot on February 21, 2016, at 12:11:29
I was living very healthy when I started to lose my mind. No smoking no drinking, exercise, going to school. I started to get depressed. In 8 months I was in the mental hospital. I had racing thoughts, got prescribed zyprexa but never got it, which is why I ended up in MH.
Ever since then I've been through a litamy of meds and mental health. I go through fazes, living healthy, not living healthy. Never changed my need for meds. When I stoped taking the meds, quit everything unhealthy in life(drinking, smoking, pot) I always end up in serious psychotic mania. Thinking the TV is talking to me, can't go on, can't work, don't leave the house, don't eat, don't sleep. Get very delusional. Going to the doctor in this state I needed a ride and thought I was being paraded and all the cars on the road knew what was going on. I don't know how to explain it. My thoughts get very weird. Also the PTSD is bad. Feelings of imense pain, for the guy who died a long time ago. Just can't go on without the meds. When I go off them its like untraining my brain to act normal. Then when I go back on them its a long process to retrain my brain to think nomal again.
Schizophrenia
20mg Olanzapine (Teva) I take 2-3 1/3s
24mg Perphenazine (Sandoz) in 3
150mg Sertraline
200mg Bupropion sr10-20mg CBD oil
B-100
4000IU D3
800ug folic acid
6000mg fish oil
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