Posted by B2chica on March 31, 2016, at 13:23:14
In reply to Re: amitriptyline and apathy?, posted by linkadge on March 30, 2016, at 17:52:15
certainly feels depressive vs. some med thing.
i must mention, after i wrote yesterday i did have a mini breakdown and cried.. i was surprised i did, it meant i had feeling again..granted sad, but at least that complete loss of any emotion had disappeared. anyway after that i had about an hour of this really nice feeling of 'just being'. wasnt sad, nor happy. i just could be outside and look at things and take it in with slow breaths and it felt good (dare i say).
anyway. its a change in the positive.
my diet i'm still working on. my appetite comes and goes and the Latuda leaves a HORRIBLE taste in my mouth, but i get what i can.
On the upside i no longer drink any kind of soda. (or anything fizzy) the taste is just too awful.exercise i'm a little better at. with the exception of a few days, even most of the rough days i've forced myself to go out for a walk. i tell myself it doesnt matter how far or how fast, just that i go...and that's helped.
i am still sleeping well. getting harder to wake in the a.m. but the feeling of being rested is good. i am very grateful for the sleep.
thank you for your 2 cents Link.
b2"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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