Posted by porkpiehat on October 23, 2017, at 11:02:40
In reply to Re: Marplan day two, posted by rjlockhart37 on October 18, 2017, at 21:52:05
I'm such a "grass is greener" guy...Kind of regretting the switch to Marplan; why?
-I miss the ability to focus and engage on Parnate
-parnate took care of my atypical symptoms (rejection sensitivity esp.) way better
-I miss my compact 7 hrs of trazodone sleep and waking up ready to go.Again not sure if it's marplan or the parnate levels falling but I'm returning to cognitive problems (can't remember which side my gas tank is on, looking for my car while I'm in it) staying engaged at work, irrational irritability. Negativity.
My sense of humor is largely gone as everything feels like a slight. I get super nervous on the phone feeling I have no right to ask simple questions
I will soon be fat because I am constantly hungry!
I DO NOT MISS...
the compulsive fiendish reaction. I haven't had a glass of bourbon or a cigarette in three days, whereas I was chain smoking and drinking about 2 bourbons EVERY DAY for 6 months on Parnate.
This weird omnipresent feeling of paranoia and impending danger. I seem to be EXTREMELY sensitive to stimulants.
I am dying...DYING...to take 5-10 mgs of parnate for just enough focus and self-possession to get through work. After four days on Marplan I tried this (5mgs Parnate) on Friday morning and felt weird, scared, confused. A tiny bit of klonopin seemed to clear it up. I can't see how such a low dose of either would be a real danger.
I was assuming that doing a hot switch from parnate to Marplan would eliminate the start-up lag as the MAOI levels wouldn't have a chance to dip.
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