Posted by PeterMartin on November 14, 2017, at 14:32:40
In reply to help, but no thanks... Long and boring, posted by B2chica on November 14, 2017, at 10:55:02
Hi b2!
I've been reading this forum off and on since 2005ish and I definitely know your name. All I can I say is that I was to see a post by "b2chica" even though I can't recall any specific threads we're mutually chatted in. (I've had a couple other use names mainly due to forgotten passwords).
I wish I knew something say in response to your update but the best maybe is that I read it and I feel for you. For some reason I thought maybe your name stuck in my head because you were a Marplan person (I've done on well on that for 7 or so years now). But I searched and doesn't seem like thats it.
Buuut in searching I read this old message by you where you talk about Zyprexa helping in really tough times: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20090304/msgs/883680.html
Maybe that's a med could buy you some relief if it's not already something you take on the regular.
In backread the front page I saw you commented about stimulants. They can toss your moods for a loop but everyone is different. There's new meds all the time. That what k try to tell myself. I'm sorry people in your life are mean :/ - things can change. There's always hope or MDMA/Psylocybin/ketamine ;). I'd always promised myself Id go there before anything final even in the darkest times. Plus for someone creative youself (writing/painting) itd shake up the writer's block haha.
I'm just rambling and an idiot but you're not alone. I hope the real common old schoolers get online sometime soon.
poster:PeterMartin
thread:1095871
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20161215/msgs/1095874.html