Posted by pedr on June 12, 2019, at 17:23:38
In reply to Re: I need to change meds often to stay well, posted by rose45 on June 12, 2019, at 5:34:23
OK, I will try and keep in touch as best I can.
Since I last wrote I've started microdosing 1P-LSD (synthetic version of LSD basically) in the hope that it will help, as has been increasingly documented. The first microdose was amazing - I actually had energy but the second had no such effect. It's so hard to be patient when each minute can be agony -_-
I'm also trying to get "approved" for VNS surgery. Mount Sinai are checking my records to see if I'm a fit. I don't have high hopes for it since ECT didn't do a thing for me and it's similar in principle.
If LSD and VNS don't help, I am done. No one can say I didn't try.
Pete
I love the smell of Abilify in the morning. The smell, you know that chemical smell. Smells like victory. Some day this war's gonna end...
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