Posted by Lamdage22 on June 16, 2020, at 12:59:27
Nardil was extremely hardcore in its effect and sometimes I wonder if I'd be better off if I had never tried. But it doesn't help. Maybe if I hadn't tried I would have zero insight into my dysfunctional ways, just like my family. No inkling. I had kind of an epiphanyish experience. It could be that it needed to happen. I should have stayed off after they took me off, but I was on it about 4-5 times. I just wanted to feel like that one day again. It often but not always ended in (verbal) rage and paranoia. I haven't been on Nardil for 7 years now.
I am not the same person as I was before. Or maybe I am, but with much more insight into who I am and why. More conscientious, too.
It is probably fate. It was a cry for help and I guess, in a way, I got it. Just not how I expected.
I reckon that this is not the effect that it usually has on people. It is both a blessing and a curse.
These are extremely powerful drugs! Be careful with them!
Seroquel 700mg
Zyprexa 25mg :(
Trazodone 75mg
Venlafaxine 37.5mg
Metformin 2000mg
Lithium 225mg
Blueberries!!! and Orthomolecular
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