Posted by Greta on January 3, 2004, at 10:10:56
Don't know where to start. Very manic since August and have been in control enough that I have accomplished much (re-raftered/sheethed/shingled roof, gutted/wired/insulated/wallboard/painted a 1/3 of house plus totally new kitchen cabinets and floors throughout house) Son in legal trouble since September. Much stress. Work as manager 13 hour nights for 16 years. Artist. diagnosed in '86.
HATE meds/won't stay on. Hospitalized in spring '02 for only 3 days (convinced them I was ok-those places are LOCKED!)
So, basically, I'm highly functioning, but am heading over the edge. Any natural-something that works fairly quickly that I can try before this gets too out of control?
Don't currently have pdoc, so would have to go to emergency psych ward to get meds- which I know I wouldn't stay on.
Will research any and all-just need a place to start.
Hate even writing this, most of the time I am convinced that I'm not bp.
Thanks for your time!
poster:Greta
thread:295997
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