Posted by missamor on December 17, 2004, at 13:11:49
this may sound crazy and i am not really planning to do it. but do any of the recovered anorexics/bulimics feel like going back to old ways? i think about it all the time. i am recovered exercise bulimic and esp lately, and i dont know why but i really miss my old, sick lifestyle. something is comforting about going back to my old ways. am i just a sicko or does everyone with an eating disorder feel this way. i know some people are so happy to get over this, but if you were not in a life threatening situation (i was not) the ED does not seem as serious. and there is something about my old lifestyle and rituals that i miss. it seems so easy to go back.
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