Posted by saw on January 31, 2005, at 1:16:37
Ever since last Thursday, when in a huff because of a nasty nasty argument with my H the night before, I indulged in chocolate and chips, I haven't seemed to stop eating.
I ate myself through so much bread and processed meats this weekend. Not to mention pizza and sweets. Half the time I can even admit that I was NOT hungry but had this incredible urge to eat. I am 6lbs up from last week.
I have not binged like this for many months. Right now I can't even say I feel guilty. Just despondent. It's as though if the weight isn't going to come off despite all my "dieting" then why bother.
I feel as if I am in limbo right now. And I do feel weak. I know I failed and I deserve to be fat right now.
Sabrina
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