Posted by Maxime on April 9, 2005, at 23:53:32
Hi
Today I went shopping for sweatpants. You know, the good old fashion kind that are baggy and comfy (especially when you have PMS). AN ADULT SIZE LARGE WAS TOO TIGHT!
I sat crying in the changing room at Winners (TJ-MAX in the U.S.). The ones I have are from Gap Kids (boys) and they are not too tight. But now sweat pants are LOW CUT and STREAMLINED!! I want baggy sweatpants!!!!
Even in T-Shirts I am taking a large. LARGE! I know I am fat but something seems wrong.
All I have eaten in the past 3 days is one can of Ensure. How much less can I eat? I want to be 70 pounds again. I can't live in this body.
I'm never trying on clothes again. I wish I never had to eat again either. I wish I would die in my sleep. I sincerely mean that. I need to be at peace. I can't live like this anymore.
I need help.
Maxime the BLIMP
poster:Maxime
thread:482227
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