Posted by Racer on August 31, 2005, at 0:03:20
It's really hitting me now, that I'm going to be like this forever, and I hate it. I've been having a lot of trouble tonight, feeling as though I want to be smaller, to take up less space, to be able to contain my feelings, and knowing that I just can't. I'm not even eating what I'm supposed to, and yet I'm huge.
I'm pretty sure it would help if I felt as though anyone wanted to touch me, but that ain't happening.
I really hate this.
poster:Racer
thread:549040
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