Posted by alexandra_k on September 20, 2005, at 22:57:58
In reply to Re: binge eating 'trigger?', posted by TexasChic on September 20, 2005, at 16:19:48
> I'm right there with you girlfriend. I sometimes wish I could 'purge', but I just can't seem to do it.
yeah.
>One thing I know that would help me is to get a life outside my apartment and work. I binge out of boredom and self pity that I'm so alone. But how do you stop being alone?
yeah. when i'm at work i manage to go quite a while without even thinking about food. i know this is supposed to be bad for you but... breakfast is simply too early. it unsettles my stomach. i'm usually too busy to even think about lunch. and so i get home and i feel like i'm absolutely starving... sometimes. othertimes i can go a whole day with loads of coffee and energy drinks and cigarettes and i pretty much forget to eat.
if i eat breakfast then i feel starving round lunch time...
if i eat lunch then i'm starving round tea time...the less i eat the less i seem to want to eat (which i'm pretty much fine with)
but the trouble is the binging...
have tried the eating fruit thing...
take fruit with me to eat before i feel starving...
but even that doesn't seem to help much.> I know its not logical, but I feel like life would be so much easier if I was skinny.
yeah. or at least... i think i'd detest myself a bit less.
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