Posted by Deneb on September 18, 2007, at 1:35:23
Today in the car my Mom said, "Wow, you're stomach is really big, you're really fat. You face is puffy with fat. (OK, I don't know how to translate, maybe it's too literal).
I already know I'm fat. My pdoc is delusional. She says I'm not fat. I'm fat. My Mom agrees. I know I'm fat.
I'm not eating over 1200 kcal/day from now on. I can't stop until I've dropped 25 pounds or more.
Being fat is not acceptable in my family. I can't stand my body. I hate the lack of control I have over food and my body. I need to control.
Deneb*
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