Posted by Jo U.K on March 8, 2007, at 7:57:01
Why is it that I feel like people are listening to what I say and nodding along, when I think that in their heads they are picking everything apart.
It's not with my couple of close mates, but with some women I've met since I moved here. I feel like they are judging me. It feels like they are sneaking looks at each other behind my back. Am I just paranoid? I veer from being really conscious of what people think of me to a reckless 'stuff what they think'.
I'm generally a pretty upbeat person - I always try and see a positive and I feel lucky that I have my family, home, health etc. I would hate for anyone to think I was some brat, so I go to pains to make sure I dont say anything that might sound that way.
Surely everyone has their ups and downs, has their troubles. Just cos I dont go in to deep dark detail doesnt mean I trip along in a happy little bubble.
Oh I dont know. These women just are not on my wavelength maybe? It's just really hard to meet genuine people.
Jo
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