just wanted to add(I'm messed up)

Posted by shadows721 on May 17, 2004, at 0:23:33

In reply to Spiritual loss after a depression(I'm messed up), posted by shadows721 on May 17, 2004, at 0:06:16

I have big fears of brain washing, because my father was involved in a cult where he believed he was God. This is why I fear hear things about feelings of brainwashing. I forgot to mention this in the post. So, this is why I am scared of being brainwashed by doctrins. It's an old thing with me. Parents had a spritual war that deeply affected me. I am struggling to even explain myself on this topic. I guess to put it simply I am hurting, but I still love God and want a relationship with him. I have a lot of unconscious fears due to Hell driven faith background, sadistic abuse, and experience with a cult.
Don't want anyone thinking that I have anything against christian music. I am just messed up and have a lot of issues.

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