Posted by alexandra_k on January 31, 2005, at 3:22:48
I feel really sad.
Sometimes I wish that things didn't have to change.
And sometimes I wish that people never disagreed.
It can be too hard sometimes.I just want everyone to get along.
But then why do I like to argue when I say I just wish everyone could get along?
Arguing is different. The kind of arguing I am used to isn't really something you get emotionally involved with. It can be hard to get emotionally involved with it. Hard enough to understand it half the time. But real life people arguing is hard for me.
My parents used to fight. I remember curling up in the corner somewhere hoping that my mother wouldn't find me and take it out on me
...And now the people talk to me
'do you know how much longer you are going to be in here'
'why - do you want to use this computer?' (Its the only one with the CD drive)
'it is just that it is hot in here with the door shut'
'oh, thats ok, you can leave it open, it is just that I get eaten by the bugs'They leave.
Not my problem.
Then why do I want to cry?
I see my t tomorrow
t2 comes back on ThursdayI don't feel well...
poster:alexandra_k
thread:450449
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/grief/20041230/msgs/450449.html