Posted by Ivan Michael on May 5, 2004, at 16:35:10
In reply to Re: HELLO everyone, posted by Vanillintabaktöne on April 30, 2004, at 11:22:40
My storie is all over but nowhere. i don't reallie know whats wrong with me. i've never done drugs, have nothing wrong with my brain that we know of, have no chemical defects that we know of, and have never, i don't think, been excecivelie abused. i confuse myself with all the problems i have. i see a therapist and am changing psychiatrists soon. i just got off paxil, too quicklie, and am feeling kinda dizzie still. i am completelie negative, a pessemist, and have an extremelie low self image. i used to be fat then grew 5 1/2 inches and lost 27 lbs partiallie because of depression and football. i write depressing poems(some on the writers page) and have been here for about a month. my friends don't understand even though they are depressed too. i am on and off. on most days i am either lower than dirt or not there at all. life is a routine. on other days i am extremelie hyper and bouncing off the walls, but i don't feel happie because i numbed my own emotions in 7th and 8th grade. (mind over matter reallie does work. i took it to a new extent.) i have two brothers, a mom, dad, two dogs, and the most loving girlfriend in the world. to tell you the truth, if it weren't for her, i'd probablie be dead.
well that's my storie for what i can think up now. anie other questions just ask. so what brought you here?
poster:Ivan Michael
thread:338284
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/newbs/20040420/msgs/343740.html