Posted by stebby on August 15, 2003, at 11:00:07
I can't deal with this transference stuff anymore. After my first therapist terminated, my pdoc said I should start therapy again. I replied how I didn't want to for fear of having an "obsession" start again. Well, I was right. I feel so stuck...Now I spend all day thinking about my old and new therapist. Why do I do this to myself? I hate this, I hate this, I hate this. Is this really somehow good? I want to get out of therapy now, but I can't. It would be too painful. I'm so stuck. I just want to hurt myself. The therapists want to make you feel cared for and all that...well, its all a bunch of bull**** That's their job. We are all just one of many, many clients they have. Clients come and go and it means nothing to them. Meanwhile, you are hooked in like somekind of pathetic puppy dog. Urrgh!!!!!!!
poster:stebby
thread:251041
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