Posted by KindGirl on March 3, 2004, at 14:52:48
I have a great t. as you may know if you have read about my exp with her. She holds me, gave me a blankie for Christmas, a pillow for my bday, I have pictures of her..etc.etc etc.....and yet I can't get away from feelings of wanting to quit. It is getting more and more painful each week. I cry all the time....all the time....I am on wellbutrin but I think it is wearing off.
I only see my t. one hour a week and the rest of my week is in pure hell. Feeling the abuse, the neglect...what it means to be me...and I want to quit. I don't like this anymore.
I talked to T on the phone today and told her I wouldn't be coming in this week. She said she was very sad and would miss me, and I agreed to come next week.
I just need a break from all of this pain. It sucks so bad. I feel like I am in hell. Anyone else ever feel this way? Anyone ever quit? Taken a break with same t? Suggestions?
poster:KindGirl
thread:319772
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