Posted by tinydancer on March 12, 2004, at 6:49:24
I'm having a really bad day. The house looks like an abandoned one. I haven't had the energy to clean the huge, sticky mess upstairs on the new wooden floor, thanks to our wily kitten who knocked over a glass of red juice. Which should have been put away and then the whole fiasco would have been avoided.
I have this feeling like my head is stuffed with cotton and can't think. I can't lay in bed anymore, because I don't sleep. It is freezing cold outside and I'm having some kind of weird problem where my feet are constantly cold. I went and stood in the shower to warm them up, but then I froze the rest of my body.
I feel so lonely. My one friend doesn't have time to see me that much, and I feel abandoned by my T, while simulataneously hating myself for being so demanding on him when he has been exceedingly accomodating.
I don't feel like I'm living, I feel like I'm dying.
And I've got DRY SKIN! I'm itching. See how horrible my life is?
poster:tinydancer
thread:323498
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